There's been a lot going on, so I'm late in reporting this!! As some of you may already know, I gave birth to my first child safely on November 16th, on a morning when the autumn leaves were beautiful! She was a small baby girl, weighing 2,100 grams. My water broke at around 4am on the 37th week and 1st day, and it was a super speedy birth, just 5 hours after we arrived at the hospital.
It's November and I'm in my final month! I'm due full term in less than a week 🤰🏻✨ I'm so excited and anxious to think that I'll be meeting my baby soon!
Maternity photo shoot scene✨ They took some really beautiful photos, so I'm looking forward to seeing the finished product☺️ My belly has gotten so much bigger🤰🏻✨ I never imagined I'd become a mother, but now I feel so happy☺️ Of course I'm a bit anxious,
Glasses 👓 #GlassesDay
I'm sorry for the late announcement. I've just gotten married. And I'm carrying a new life in my belly.☺️ I'm truly happy to have been blessed with this precious, irreplaceable life. From now on, my husband and I will support each other and build a wonderful family.✨
It's been a while since my last update! I've been away from X lately... So much has happened over the past few years, and although I wasn't even aware of it, I think my mental state has been pretty bad. Without even realizing it, my anorexia has worsened, and my brain isn't getting enough nutrients. When your illness worsens, it's hard to even realize when you need help...
It's a fake. Be careful.
When my father was arguing with my mother, he played Beethoven's "Fate" in the background and I thought it was genius...
Whey
Yuri Momose? It's a story of a masochistic woman from a long time ago...
Kobaken is so cool... I want to devote my life to something too
I want to be purified... Purify, purify🧂( ˙꒳ ˙`)
Even though I don't believe in religion, the feeling of purification is very necessary for me, and the more I believe, the more purified I feel, so in a way, I think the power of "belief" is great...
It was a perfect day for a picnic 𓏸𓈒(ง ˙˘˙ )ว
That's strange... I'm not really interested in fast food...
America's favorite sweets 🫶🏻🇺🇸
I want to take a forest bath
It's so fluffy ˚‧(๑σ ωσ ๑)·˚₊ delicious
Umami umami ˚‧(๑σ ωσ ๑)·˚₊
Trauma doesn't disappear even if someone apologizes. The world doesn't change. Even if you keep digging into the wound and making someone apologize, the wound will only get deeper instead of soaking in... That's why there's no way to live well and look forward, and the only thing you can do is heal the wound.
I'm a bear, bear, bear, bear♪ ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
Lately, my timeline has been filled with images of cute girls, how to win over a woman, what a man should be like, how a man should behave... I wonder if, 𝕏, you're mistaking me for a guy?
I'm glad I saw this.
We were having a great time talking about what we were looking into through AI recently, and my recent history was about... reincarnation, loneliness, and memory, so he laughed at me.
Kinesin...
Kinesin...
I want to go back to the forest
Ugh 🥺
I'm not feeling well... I can't do anything. What am I living for? I'll just rest for now. I'll feel better when I rest. Yeah. ........ Why am I alive... I'm not feeling well... It's all the same...ඉ ̫ඉ
When I'm not feeling well, my motivation gets worse and I feel really lazy (꒪⌓︎꒪) What am I living for? I want to break this mode, but how can I break it? ( ᐛ )ノ⌒ 💣Σ(°д°ノ)ノ
GLAY feat. Kazumasa Oda / Pathetic Wish @YouTube
Cynthia Erivo - Worst of Me (Live) @YouTube
A collaboration between BABYMETAL and Poppy? BABYMETAL - from me to u feat. Poppy (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO) @YouTube
OMG my jaw just dropped... Piet Arion - No Time To Die - Billie Eilish @YouTube
Dimash - SOS | 2021 @YouTube
HAUSER & DIMASH - Ave Maria @YouTube
The neighborhood where I felt at home is becoming rough... Is it possible for a neighborhood to become rough?
I want to eat mashed potatoes ( `ω´ ) with gravy sauce ( `ω´ )♡
Friday's TERU_φ(..) Memo Memo
I think it's something that's ingrained in me that I always feel lonely when I'm with my parents. However, the thing that helps me the most with my eating disorder is the food my mother cooks.
Calm down... TAKURO / Guess Who @YouTube
I lost faith in people, and as a junior high school student I was bullied, and felt lonely, unable to tell my family. I was abused by religion, and I was fighting illness, and I had to face life and death. What was that all about? I was always searching for something inside of me that could not be filled... I was running around and failing, and I didn't know where I was wandering.
In the end, I guess for certain people, if they can't fit themselves into something, other things become inefficient.
I understand psychological analysis, but is there any point in personality diagnosis?
Bheeeeeeen.˚‧º·(°இωஇ°)‧º·˚.
I dug up some dirt, took a look, and found this! I might be a genius! I think this is a very important thing. If it's too convenient, we won't discover anything...
I understand that there are people who don't like being bombarded with questions, and many people misunderstand that they are asking for an answer right away, but they are actually asking for opinions, not answers, and although I want to find the answer myself, we live in an age where the answers are right there, so it's really boring. No way, no way, I don't want this, I'll be selfish for the rest of my life.
I've come to realise once again that the world is too convenient and boring.
I'm now 35 years old. Although reality is harsh, I am enjoying spring.
I don't know if it's because of malnutrition, fatigue, or burnout, but I get feverish at night. I know I should rest at times like this, but my brain just won't rest. I wonder if my brain is waking up from fatigue.